The pinpoint perspective of the present moment can feel so sharp but ultimately always impossible to fathom and out of our reach. As Erich von Hungen writes, it is simultaneously hard and soft, early and late, tiny and all-encompassing ‘like a pocket-sized Big Bang.’ In reflecting on the poem and his process, Von Hungen writes, “You could call it epiphany. You could call it insight, realization, awareness, balance, awakening. But me, I can only call it IT. And IT is what I live for.”
The Moment
The moment
blazes across the window,
fits into the keyhole, even that,
raises up and rests on my eyes
like a bird
among spring blossoms.
The moment,
I reach for it,
have it, in a way,
but not in my hands.
The moment comes,
but never
when wanted or called for.
It comes, the moment,
around and through and down
a single word.
It comes caught in a wilderness of sentences
and shines there like a drop of dew.
There.
There, the moment,
in that sound —
banal, unremarkable
yet suddenly new.
In the landscape, too,
it is there,
when it all coalesces
and separateness
is dismissed, denied, disproved.
Anywhere.
Even there,
among the flies on something dead
beneath the hedge,
their wings,
a repeating iridescent blue.
In silence, too,
when there is nothing,
but still, the hair on my neck goes up,
my back shivers
as if cold, though it is not.
And there it is,
there, for no good reason —
for no reason at all.
From nothing,
that moment,
like a pocket-sized Big-Bang
as galaxies form,
as comets slide,
as there, a light appears
where it was not —
inside, inside.
Hard, that moment.
It comes hard,
as well as soft.
Comes early, late, unpredicted
but completely clear and unconfused.
The moment, that one,
so tiny in duration,
slides through me
like a bullet, an arrow, a needle and thread.
And I know forever after,
it has been — that it exists.
So tiny,
like a point.
And it is that —
the point
of all I do and why.
That moment,
not time itself,
but still it,
that one,
is absolutely everything.
The moment comes, as it does,
from who-knows-where.
I want more,
but still, just that,
makes all the rest different
and always will.
That moment
like a bird on a blossoming branch.
That moment when I am there,
when it is too.
That moment,
why do I treasure it?
Because that bird,
that branch,
that batch of blossoms
are bigger,
small as they are,
are so much bigger than me.

Erich von Hungen
Erich von Hungen is a San Francisco poet whose writing has appeared in The Colorado Quarterly, Cathexis Northwest Press, The Esthetic Apostle, The Write Launch, Tiny Seed Journal, Pomme Journal, The Raven’s Perch, and Nightingale and Sparrow.
He is currently working on various poetry collections dealing with and examining internal awareness — its paths and extents. Furthermore, in response to these times of external and political stress, he has created the YouTube channel, PoetryForce, where he confronts social issues of want, need and injustice, but from the perspective of those most deeply and shamefully affected.